I’ve been staying with my dad in the hospital for almost a week now.
Yesterday, during a moment of clarity, my dad communicated to the doctors that he’s feeling sad because he was intelligent, well-spoken and able-bodied, but now he is struggling to even say a sentence or walk to the bathroom with a walker. Later yesterday afternoon, after a game of Tic-Tac-Toe, he started crying because he had been a champion bridge player.
And then it hit me.
I love my dad just as much today as when he wrote 100-page legal briefs and solved impossible math problems.
I love my dad just as much today as when he built a custom-made island in our kitchen and rigged up a light so we could know when the garage door was open.
I don’t care if he can put on his own socks.
I don’t care if he knows what year it is or what city he’s in.
He’s my dad and I love him.
And then another truth hit me.
That’s how God loves me.
God doesn’t love me because of what I have to offer Him. He doesn’t love me because I’m intelligent, well-spoken and able-bodied.
He just loves me because He loves me.
I’m His daughter and He’s my good, good Father. Thank You, Father, for making me Your daughter, and for making Emil George Trott, Jr. my earthly dad.
“[Jesus] came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.” (John 1:11-13)
“See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are.” (1 John 3:1)
“[God] saved us and called us to a holy calling, not because of our works but because of his own purpose and grace, which he gave us in Christ Jesus before the ages began” (2 Timothy 1:9)
“[God] saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit” (Titus 3:5)
“In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.” (1 John 4:10)